I do not understand my own actions.  For I do not do what I want; rather, I do what I hate.  - Rom 7:15

Reflection.  St. Paul used to say, “When I am weak then I am strong” (2 Cor 12:10).  He said this because he knew he couldn’t depend on his strength alone, he had to rely on the strength of God.

Prayer.  Holy Spirit, You are my strength and my joy.  I put my trust in You.